I’ll find myself, before I find the one
This could take a lifetime
Remembering everything I’ve done was always wrong
I feel like I’ve wasted too much time
We still just don’t, don’t seem to give a fuck
Looking back on the past will bring
Us more hard times in our lives
(Oh) (I), I really mean this, I say this from my heart
I fucking mean this, so write this down
So here’s to your loss, we fell, and got back up
Not scared to be alone cause I left my fears at home

'Cause I left my fears at home this time
But this is never enough

With these hands I push myself
But never fall on my own
With these hands I push myself
Always keep my head up for these times

It won’t kill, not this time
So what did you expect?
We can never have everything for the best
So what do you want bitch!
I will never be the same again
I care and will always be here
This is not the way it was, not back then
But you will be remembering (us!)

With these hands, I push myself
With these hands
With these hands, I push myself
With these hands